Singapore

Visited singapore this holiday. 

Mom forgot to bring her luggage along. She realised it when we were already half way to singapore. LOL. Maybe she just wants to shop more in spore? hahhaha. So i ended up going without my toothbrushh! WTH. Got a lousy toothbrush there but it costs me 10 bucks damn. So hard,  my gum bleed everytime i brush my teeth wth. 

Saw so many ah kuas along orchard. With that superb body and too lady-like expressions. Ahahha. 

Second thing, mom's friend working as an expatriate in spore came to my house while we're at spore -.- Such a coincidence. He texted mom when he's at our door lololol. 

Saw a girl in spore, her hair colour is so nice. Her highlight. Ohhh. Btw, my hair colour really faded. Oh shit. But that charcoal black's not good either. 

Visited Universal studio again and some other places as well. I seems to be more used to taking SMRT than Msia's trains -.- 

Guess that's all, camp's coming up in two days. BUSY. 

Courage

Just read yeeting's blog post about "20seconds of courage" (seems that it's from sisi's blog)

Yeah this is really true. It really takes 20 secs or less than that.

If it wasn't the quote"Always Be Confident" that i wrote on my notebook, i won't take the move and i won't be on stage infront of 400 people. It's really scary i swear. Although i didn't really do a perfect job but still, it's my first time doing this and on top of that, it's a big thing. I was really nervous and mom's down thr seeing me :/ I never regret going on stage and whenever i think about it now, it always leaves a smile on my face :)

It was the first time stepping my foot forward, it's a real big step.


I really hope i can achieve that, although it seems impossible for now. But there's miracle right?

'Believe in your dreams, and live it out. '

Mid term's over but the nightmare's here.

RESULTS! I didn't really cared much about my results last time. Maybe it's SPM year and peer pressure coming in, i started to care more. lol. 

Frustrating fact, i failed to maintain my grades :( Urgh whatever. 

It's been more than a week away and now i'm back. Quite exhausting at first. Started breaking my records, 16 today. :DD Still slow though. 

Just found out that a friend's friend of mine is the girl who witnessed her mother's death while jungle trekking. It was really traumatic. Felt so sorry for her. Losing a mother during teenage years is really excruciating. I can't imagine, i might cry till i die or whatever. The pain. Pray for her loss. :( Actually heard this incident from mom's friend whose husband is in the Hash running society a couple of weeks ago. 

I'm really in a bad temper since ytd.I don't know why. One thing im sure, it's not PMS haha. Or maybe SPM  in the other way hahha. LOL. I'm really sorry if i shouted at you or whatsoever, i really didn't mean that, i just couldn't control, too much stress coming in. Sorry :( I hope that i can get this over soon. Maybe a break this holiday overseas will help. :) I'm really sorry for that. I'm not perfect, i'm always too straight and not thinking twice before i speak, sorry.

Currently busy with holiday's camp. Alright bye. :) 

Mid Year.

Oh it's mid term week. Hell.

This week is no life.

Wish me luck in my test!

Determination is what i need now!

My grades have been dropping since this year. Noooo!

#Buck up!

$%^&*

Can you don't expect others to do a perfect job when you yourself didn't? Didn't even give me an exact thing and keep asking me to give you those reports. After i gave it to you then you will start changing the whole thing. Wtf. Don't ask me then. Can you just tell us what have you done? You are not even clear and how do you expect us to be.

Some of the things should be done by you guys but instead keep asking others how. Can you guys just do smth. wth.

I didn't mean that i did it well, just that, you guys weren't too.

May Day

It's labour day today.
Nothing special boring.


Stayed back after school to choreograph our camp's dance ytd. Okay yes i'm dancing lol. -.- So not gonna happen hahha. So that girl told me that she's probably not coming for camp, oh hell im killing you literally.
Promise you get a huge present for me, you owe me that don't ya? *yes i know you will be looking at this hahah* Little baby's dancing is quite cute i have to say.

I'm really tired with you guys. Can you just show me even a little of your heart? At least put some effort in. Those who have ideas are irresponsible, while those who are not so active are responsible. Okay i'll have the latter.

Kept raining in the evening these days. No fun.


Exam is round the corner but i still have many little things not done. Can i dieeee?